I am an insomniatic jedi master...
Wow, Star Wars was a lot better than I had expected. I'm not totally sure wheter or not it was worth waiting over 24 hours in line for, but oh that's the way the ball bounces. It was good to get such a random bunch of people together...I love bringing ppl together. It "..consistently puts a smile to my face..." Like I've told my friends many times...I think I am totally a social butterfly...I love being w/ people, whether it's 1 or 1 hundred...people make my world go round. :) I am trying to keep my energy up, but this bunny is just runnin on fumes...gotta take a nap tonight...oh boy....just a few more hours and I can go to my other job...yay...can you sense the excitement?
Interactions
Why is it that although I love interaction...I'm no good at reading inbetween lines. You'd think that experience would bring forth wisdom, but not in this case. I'm blind..blind as a bat, for lack of a better comparison. Maybe I'm just truly dense...not able to make such an interpretation, or perhaps I am just overly analytical? I'd probably have to agree w/ the latter. But is it so wrong to be analytical? Not of others, mind you, because it is none of our places to judge but God's alone. I think maintaining a certain level of analitical-ness is healthy, it keeps ourselves on our toes, and keeps us...growing as we tread down this lil river we like to call life. Everything in moderation...I'd like to think that that saying holds true for any scenario?
Why is it that it is so difficult to actually find someone that you can sit together with and stare at each other for hours upon end without ever uttering a word? Why is it that after 24 years of my life...after all the different types of relationships and people I've met, I haven't found the one who, "...completes me?" Maybe I ask for too much, maybe no one can actually fit all those things I want in that one...but I dont' think so. Call it picky, but that's how it's gonna be, otherwise, I'd be "settling." And I don't just "settle." That's admitting a defeat I will not admit...the battle rages on...
Wow, Star Wars was a lot better than I had expected. I'm not totally sure wheter or not it was worth waiting over 24 hours in line for, but oh that's the way the ball bounces. It was good to get such a random bunch of people together...I love bringing ppl together. It "..consistently puts a smile to my face..." Like I've told my friends many times...I think I am totally a social butterfly...I love being w/ people, whether it's 1 or 1 hundred...people make my world go round. :) I am trying to keep my energy up, but this bunny is just runnin on fumes...gotta take a nap tonight...oh boy....just a few more hours and I can go to my other job...yay...can you sense the excitement?
Interactions
Why is it that although I love interaction...I'm no good at reading inbetween lines. You'd think that experience would bring forth wisdom, but not in this case. I'm blind..blind as a bat, for lack of a better comparison. Maybe I'm just truly dense...not able to make such an interpretation, or perhaps I am just overly analytical? I'd probably have to agree w/ the latter. But is it so wrong to be analytical? Not of others, mind you, because it is none of our places to judge but God's alone. I think maintaining a certain level of analitical-ness is healthy, it keeps ourselves on our toes, and keeps us...growing as we tread down this lil river we like to call life. Everything in moderation...I'd like to think that that saying holds true for any scenario?
Why is it that it is so difficult to actually find someone that you can sit together with and stare at each other for hours upon end without ever uttering a word? Why is it that after 24 years of my life...after all the different types of relationships and people I've met, I haven't found the one who, "...completes me?" Maybe I ask for too much, maybe no one can actually fit all those things I want in that one...but I dont' think so. Call it picky, but that's how it's gonna be, otherwise, I'd be "settling." And I don't just "settle." That's admitting a defeat I will not admit...the battle rages on...
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